Well… that’s how life really is… you can’t do anything about it…

Well, I only blog in friendster when I’m bored… But my official blog is here. That blog is where I write like almost everyday… If you look at when I first created my blog, it was May 2008, that’s because I deleted my old one. Well, I forgot the password [stupid huh?], and I was only able to open it again a few days after I made my new one. I didn’t like my old one anyway, so I deleted it. Lol… well that’s me. I didn’t really want to delete it, but I thought “what if I forget the password again?” i mean it was all numbers hahaha! So i just copy pasted my old blogs [for memories] to my files in the computer then deleted it from the internet. So yah, if you’re reading my friendster blog, you’re probably thinking that it’s so lame, well, if you want to read something better, go to my official blog in blogspot. It tells everything about my daily life to my life’s dreams and from stories to poetry, everything in my head is written there. So just feel free to visit the site. It’ll only take very little from your precious time and if you do, maybe you’ll even end up helping me in some crazy way [=

by the way, if you can find a way to help me go to my dream school [look in my blog if you want to know] or at least help me go towards my goal, please let me know, it’ll mean a lot

Imperfectionist? Is that even a word? Well, to me it is.

I don’t like it when people try to act so perfect all the time. I mean, a person trying to make simple picture look pretty and perfect is fine. But when it comes to the extent wherein they want everything their way, that just ticks me off. I’m tired of being a quiet and shy person who won’t even talk back even a little when it comes to situations like these, I’m tired of letting those perfectionists get in my way of everything. I want to at least tell them ‘So what if your clothes are white instead of cream?’ ‘Stop worrying about what you don’t have and start make the most out of what you already have.’ I find it so stupid that people worry about these little things that they think will make things worse, when they can just think of what they can do to make things even better.

If you thought the french word ‘moi’ was pronounced ‘moy’ and someone told you that you were wrong and that it was actually pronounced as ‘mwa.’ Then OK. Stop insisting that you’re right just because you want everything your way. You can’t just go on living your life as a perfectionist. You can’t live thinking that you can have everything your way. So what if you’re part of an important group in school? That does not give you the right to think that you’re always right. It doesn’t give you the right to boss people around just so you can make things perfect the way you want them to be.

Well me, I don’t like things perfect. A little crooked line is fine. A slightly different color form what you wanted is all right. Mispronunciation? So what? I like things a little different in my life, maybe even a lot more than different. I don’t care if my hair doesn’t stay in place. What if I break something by accident? It’s not like I meant to do it anyways.

What I’m trying to say is that you can’t live your life to be perfect. Imperfection is what makes us unique. So what if you make mistakes? So what if someone messed up their line in a class play? It’s not like it’ll ruin your life. It’ll just ruin your perfection, but guess what? Who cares? [= You’ve got your whole life to do what you want. You’ve got your whole life to make up for those mistakes, so live your life as if there’s no tomorrow. Don’t worry about what if’s and just go on with your life. Make boring fun. Make quiet noisy. Make perfect imperfect. Carpe Diem everything you do because life is a blessing, and none of us will come out of it alive. [=